|Oooooooh, it makes me wonder..... Ooooooooooh, it really makes me wonder...
||[Nov. 17th, 2003|09:15 pm]
|[||A good song
|||||Led Zeppelin - Stairway to Heaven||]|
I was just thinking about god...i dont know why but its weird...i want to believe in god...but if there was a god wouldnt bad things not happen...its hard for me to believe something without proof like...if someone was standing by a door and said it was locked...id have to try and open it anyway..just to know for myself that it is indeed locked. I was getting ready to go to danny and justins halloween party and i couldnt find my other go-go boot and i looked everywhere and my mom looked everywhere...and i was getting upset and my mom was getting frustrated..and my mom half talking to herself half talking to me said "if there is a god...the missing go-go boot will be found" and like 10 minutes later my mom walked upstairs with it...it was in the storage room, i have no idea why. Back during the columbine shootings one of the guys pointed a gun at a girls head and asked her if she believed in god...she said yes and he shot her. That is why i have trouble believing in god. If there is a god...i dont think he would have let her die after she spoke of her faith in him while a loaded gun was pointed at her head. You ask god for happiness...health...forgiveness...life... So yeah...i found my boot for the party...but in those words she asked god for life...and he killed her.
I think about that a lot.